hello people!
added more links and changed abit of my blog. got rid of the pictures stuff cos it made the blog look light-hearted. which wasnt exactly how i felt. so...
dun feel blissful anymore. just found out something disgusting. so i feel... disgusted.
maybe i should be like shihui. dun stick around with friends anymore. go everywhere alone. im lucky i got nice seniors, if not i would have given up hope already.
just talked to ky. he said thrashing things out is a good way of clearing your thoughts and feelings. but i've been trying that since primary 4, it didnt really help anymore. and i've been keeping everything to myself, now thrashing it all out seems.. doomineering to me. and voicing out my opinions seems of no use anymore. people just dont listen, or if they do, no matter how right you are, u'll be wrong.
im not saying im right, i may be wrong. but before even listening to me you give me the impression that i will definitely be wrong i will always be wrong.
actions speaks louder than words, everyone knows that. everylittle thing you do, every little action you make, every little club you call yourself or every little band you form with it's members shows your intentions and your thoughts.
im sick of this already. im not dirt, standing alone and waiting for you to brush me off you. i've got feelings and im not stupid.
so i'd rather i leave you and you leave me alone.
thankyou ky for your concern anyway. i really appreciate it. ^^
['siewying hates you']
